i'm constrained by the inherent contradictions of my position. what i want most comes at the highest price. it's a violently vicious cycle. naturally what it produces is stasis. in that it keeps me in one place, hovering back and forth like a pendulum. i don't like it, i've never liked it. though that has never mattered.
as soon as there is a surplus of other the demand on my attention will diminish. i will yield fewer thoughts and consequentially will be able to better safeguard the ones that do emerge. i am as resolute as i've ever been about anything. determined to turn a circle into a straight line, a continuim.
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